LRT

I am a regular LRT user since 2 years ago. But what I experienced yesterday was something different. Everyday, I board the train at Damai station, about 15 minutes away from Pasar Seni where my office is located. and the next station after Damai is Ampang Park.

So yesterday, I boarded the train as usual, train was so-so, not too pack and not too empty. There was this one pakcik, I guessed he was around 60+ yo, standing in the middle of the coach, leaning against the train handrail with a quite big backpack. Just after the train departed from Damai, tibe2 pakcik ni macam lemah lutut. Almost fell on us, yes including me because I was standing just a few steps from him. Tapi we pushed him back, I assumed he fell  asleep while standing, so macam mamai2 terjatuh, then he stood back. Then, it happened again, twice within one minute until he totally collapsed on the floor just a few seconds after I realized he was really sick, not mamai.

It happened so fast that I only managed to move a bit to give him space and see him collapsed with his eyes wide opened. I was trying to help tapi macam tak sempat and he was quite big I dont think I can help him alone. Semua orang macam terkejut and aaaa aaa, omg, shock sound was in play. Luckily we reached Ampang Park station just in time, as soon as the train stopped, I ran out, shouted at the Rapid people for help. But only one Rapid guy was there,so memang tak larat la die nak angkat pakcik tu. I quickly moved around to get help from more people but too bad Ampang Park memang tak ramai orang sangat.

I walked back to the door where I stepped out, where the pakcik was collapsed, but it was so shocking to see the door closed, and the pakcik was still there, inside the train, laying on the floor. I was so panic that I didnt even board the train. Abang Rapid immediately called the next station, KLCC using walkie talkie  to inform the situation and asked them to be prepared to help the pakcik. So, I waited for another train...didn't know what happen to the pakcik, and feeling upset.

Deep inside, I was so pissed off of 2 things. But before that, thank you abg Rapid for your quick action, I really hope the KLCC team managed to help the pakcik. and I salute you for being so responsible.

Maybe because it was the RAPID guy responsibility, other train users boleh buat bodoh je tengok that pakcik collapsed and tengok abg Rapid sorang2 tak mampu angkat. Why dont you lend a hand? I dont expect them to send the pakcik to hospital, or buy him drinks, I know the Rapid people is responsible for that, tapi kenapaaa tak tolong angkatt pakcik tu sekejap before the door closed? Seriously u have to wait until the RAPID guy came? And I am so sure that there were a lot of guys yang muda2 in that coach, sebab pagi2 semua orang pergi keje kottt, and LRT doesnt even have a pink coach, ok? I still can't brain  why they didn't help. why oh why...

And another thing.. kalau dah tau pakcik tu tua even he didnt collapse pon please la bagi seat, tak malu ke yang muda2 ni nak duduk dekat priority "red seat" kalau nampak pakcik tua tu berdiri. Same goes to pregnant woman, kadang2 it's so obvious that the lady is pregnant, tapi boleh buat2 tak nampak??

Common sense might not be "common" for some people.  I am so sick of these selfish people in Malaysia. Not to generalize, but hello, jadi gentle sikit boleh?  Imagine if you pregnant one day, and remember everyone grows older anywayyy. Pakai baju se cantik2 se hensem2 yang mampu, muka nak nampak lawa nak tough tapi duduk kat seat and let the oldies and the pregnant ladies standing? .....excuse me, where are you come from again??

Wordy Thursday

He always has something to say. hahahahaha. Ongedekgedek betul

Shawl day

After I don't know how many months, I am back to wear shawl to the office. Sebenarnye dah lama tak pakai sebab malas, It just took so much of my time in the morning nak lilit2 pastu serabut2, baik spend mase tu utk tido kan? hah dasarrr kuat tdo. So pagi tadi ramai la orang mentertawa dan menegur dan seangkatan dengannya. Well, obviously pakai shawl ni muke bulat gila macam .....?? But one of my colleagues really made my day. He's a chinese guy who's like so funnyyyy yet innocent. So here goes my shawl day

Ong: wahh Fadhila, u nampak lain.
Me: I knoww, mmg i pakai tudung lain pon
Ong: Kenapa? U cut your hair? Cantik tak new haircut?
Me: *^%!($@asdfghjkl* Excuse me, How was that related?

And everyone else was burst into laughter.

I don't know but his idea of relating my tudung with cutting my hair? Oh maybe sebab pakai tudung bawal selalu mcm kembung2 and shawl nampak macam botak ke? But I found it funny! hahaha. And before went back, he again teased me,

"Eh Fadhila, are you getting married? That's why you potong rambut right?"
"Whatever Ong! it was not even related! Ong gedek gedek"

Yes, I sometimes call him Ong gedek gedek. HAHAHA. If you know what sound is that? hihihihi.

Another 2 weeks and I should call it a year. #OhMyJob!

Big Bad Wolf 2012

Since tengok iklan Big Bad Wolf on facebook few months ago, memang dah set mind, I must GO! and I did! tapi we ONLY spent about 2hours. hahaha yes, 2 hours were never enough. Tapi best la highly recommended. And and and it was not overrated ok! memang the price was very very cheapp and super savingg and the greatest deal you can get in town.

Date: 7-23 December 2012

Time: 9am-9pm

Venue: Mines Convention Centre (MIECC), Sri Kembangan

Most of the English novel was only 8$ compared to the normal price average about 40$ kan? I can get 5 books at BBW for 40$ compared to only 1 book at Kino! hehehe so lepas ni a few months tak payah pegi Kino :P :P finger crossed!

For the first time in my life, I saw people bringing boxes everywhere. Siap ade yang bawak luggage from home ok. and bawak dolly cart pon adaa. And tak kurang jugak wife2 yang membebel suruh husband cepat sbb lama sangat bershopping. haha selama ni perempuan je shopping tak beringat kan. and also ayah2 yang suruh anak cepat2 finalize buku from 3 boxes, filtered out jadi one box only! haha If more, tak boleh balik. macam2 ada.

We managed to catch some fish! I was so greedy feel like buying all the kid's book. murah gilaaa. I brought a few Dora's for the kiddos! hehehe. Satu 3hengget jeeeee. How to say NO?

All these for 67$!

Watch this and get the vibe!

Little sneakpeek at Big Bad Wolf 2012 and BBW Photos

p/s: BBW seround lagi? ngeh ngeh ngeh. I am all out! :D

9gag

I dont usually share this type of post. But this timee, irresistible. I found it soo funny. it made my day and I hope it'll make your day as well! Enjoy. hehe.

CHINESE MAN SUES WIFE FOR BEING UGLY, AND WINS This is not new news, but it bears repeating. Northern Chinese resident Jian Feng divorced and sued his wife for $120,000 and won! The story goes that Mr. Feng was deeply in love with his beautiful wife until they had a baby girl. Feng was horrified at how ugly the baby was and demanded to know who his wife had cheated on him with because the baby resembled neither of the parents. It was only then that his wife confessed that she had received intense plastic surgery to look radically different. Feng divorced and sued his wife under the terms that she had gotten him to marry her under false pretenses! Not only did the woman pay $100,000 for the surgery to make her pretty, she had to pay $120,000 to a guy who apparently only loved her for the looks she paid for.

Wife dia lawaaa gila kan? hahaha but their children's eyes? Plastic Surgery- you can't hide it forever

p/s: Now i wonder, if braces is one type of surgery... Oh well I hope my future husband (whoever it is) knows that I'm wearing a braces! And don't put the blame on me if our children's teeth...... ...kahkahkah

Rain

KL is raining almost everyday. I'm really bad at Geography, but as far as I know the Northeast monsoon brings heavy rainfall only to the east side. And KL is err more to Eastern side I supposed? Tapi bukankah hujan itu rahmat Allah? Alhamdulillah.

Believe it or not, I finally hit the track back, after God knows for how long, since graduated kott? Fuh. Running shoes pon dah expired. I tried to be consistent, but who are we to change the weather? On the third week, I planned to go to the park on Saturday, woke up early in the morning, just like the normal working days, basuh muka gosok gigi, (I don't usually take bath before jogging hihi), getting ready... and..It was suddenly raining.heavily. it seemed that the rain was not gonna stop for a while. lebat sangat.I was so frustrated. As if the rain is the reason I couldn't be consistent, the rain spoiled my perfect plan, the rain ruined my mood and blablabla. Bad mood. Waiting for the rain to stop, getting all stress out when the rain was getting heavier, countdown,countdown and countdown.. in the end what I got was just a wasted Saturday morning. *sigh*

On the next morning, it was also raining. But this time, i was not gonna wait like an idiot anymore. I don't have the power to stop the rain, but I have 100% control of myself. I can change the way I think, I have full control over my emotion, I have the chance to upgrade my plan to a better one. On a simpler note, there are a thousand things I could do other than stopping the rain.

So I sat at the balcony, I can still see KLCC from far, but not as clear as usual.. I read a book while having a cup of warm tea. Felt so good. and relax. about half an hour passed, hujan tak stop lagi, tibe2, rase nak mandi hujan. Yes, sangat tibe-tibe yang mengejutkan. Every drop of the rain that fall urged me to come closer. So tempting. Not like usual, without any thinking, not even changing my cloth, I just walked out to the end side of balcony, extending my neck as giraffe as I can, looking at the rain that fall, trying to catch as much drops as I could and..... I got really wet in no time. Ahhh...It was sooo refreshing. felt like ages since I last dancing in the rain. Time kecik2 dulu suka la, sekarang ujan sikit menggelupur carik payung, puteri air sangat haih. End up, my younger sister and two cousins joined me as well. We were singing, shouting, like nobody's business. I hope we didn't bother the neighbour since the rainfall melody sounded more comforting than anything else.

The next few days, in the evening, my car broke down when it was nearly maghrib. Me and mama had no option. we had to walk home about 20mins. maghrib and hujan, so obviously taxi was impossible.  Instead of being stressed, we were happy to walk. Luckily, we had an umbrella in the car. But after a few mins of walking, Mama said "tak payah la payung angah, tutup je. alang2 dah basah jom kite mandi ujan. mama pon dah lama tak main hujan." I closed the payung. and we walked home with joy. you know that feeling? You have no idea how much I enjoyed that moment ;) hehe.

Now, rain can never bring me down again. God gives me rain, I could throw the umbrella and dance happily. you should try this :P

"Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass but learning to dance in the rain" literally...

This is not rain.  but I just miss those moments :( 

 Sometimes we tend to focus more on the uncontrollable, without realizing we take for granted things we have full power on.

Typing

I think i'm a bit weird in some way. I have troubles with the most simple thing. Matters that no one thinks they would have problem with happened to be "my biggest problem" ever. I feel like sharing one of those, just to find out who would be on the same wavelength.

I started typing on laptop/computer's keyboard since I was a kid. Be it playing games or randomly type anything. Just to give some ideas that typing is not a new thing for me. If I'm not mistaken it was my freshman year when I started to live with people who have laptop with them all the time, one of those day, I suddenly realized that I don't type like anybody else. Oh well, too sad to be truth, I use only one finger to type, so with 2 hands, I only use two fingers! sounds so cacat. but it's indeed true. But trust me, it's not that I never try to type like normal people, I still remember I spent my spring break during freshman/sophomore year practicing using all fingers to type. Or I could say using the right technique, but I ended up fail. and wasting my one week break just like that. Feeling sad... and never try it again.

Guess whattt? I found this photo on facebook a  few months ago. It really madee my dayyy! :D

OH OH I AM NOT ALONE! :D

People would never know I have this so-called big problem because I type as fast as normal people, or evennnn fasterr than them. Unless they're right beside me, then they will know because the kelentang kelentung sound that I produced from typing. kahkah. Tak percaya? Tanya kawan kawan saya hihi. sampai diorang tanya, "wehhh ko menaip keee mengetuk laptop??" *Of course they're exaggerating.durhh. like i really make that sound?*

p/s: This is not the only "weird" problems I have, later I will share my big troubles with spelling. NO NO, it's not the common spelling mistake like other people do, mine is nothing like them.

Best moment

"Time is like a balloon, you better enjoy it while it lasts"

I had always wondered how does it feel to walk out from the arrival hall when no one is waiting for you. Because all this while, there will always be the familiar faces waiting for me at the arrival gate. Airport dan saya memang tak sah kalau takde drama involved :P Especially time blaja kat US dulu. Everytime my family sent me off , klau tudung tak basah menangis memang tak sah ngeh3. Tapi bila diorg pickup pon sedih jugak. EH?

I am not saying I travel a lot. Others might hardly be home.But at least there are times that my parent need to send me at KL Sentral as early as 4am in the morning. And at least I know it takes 28minutes ride from Kl Sentral to KLIA by ERL with RM35 single ride ticket. yes, without googling :p

Since I travel 'almost' alone everytime, the excitement of flying is slowly fading away. Of course la kan dlu travel nak bersuka ria, sekrg nak bersengsara. kahkahkah. But anywayy, kalau dlu parents tak hantar or amek kat  KLIA maybe setahun merajuk kot :P sekarang I just dont care anymore. in fact I dont ask them to. mengada sangat travel 2 3 hari nak suruh orang anta orang amek.

But as time passed by, that airport moment is just not there anymore. and back to my question, now I know how does it feel to walk out from the airport without seeing the familiar faces. The sigh of relief that I had previously when I saw my family waiting for me has now changed. Now everytime landed, the only thing I has up in mind is to quickly get to the lower level and catch the earliest ERL! Get ticket, choose the best seat, train moves. pheww. That is exactly the moment I breathe a sigh of relief. Because I know I am one step closer to home, and thousands steps away from work and boss? KAHKAHKAH.

That is why it is important to appreciate every single moment in life. Kadang-kadang benda kecik yang kita tak sedar tu, lama-lama kite tak kan dapat rase dh. Boleh je nak suruh parent anta amek kat KLIA ke ape, but the situation is now different. Bukan la pasal airport je, but that 'usual' practice sometimes is not applicable or not practical anymore. When I look back, I'm glad that I had once enjoyed that sweet airport moments in life.

And now I appreciate and enjoy the opportunity of travelling alone, because in the future, I might not getting this chances anymore. hehehe.

p/s : Can't wait to see my favorite people this weekend! :D :D I seriously need to recharge. Mentally exhausted and hopeless. Kene appreciate mase dengan kawan2 mana tau esok lusa diorg dah takde mase utk kite kan kan?

transparent.

I was at Balikpapan last 3 days. Stayed at the same hotel like the last time, Novotel. This time, so lucky, the view was nice! mengadap swimming pool and laut. hehe.

Kalau nama orang kampung, memang kampung. Duduk bilik katil besar sorang2 complete with aircond, internet, breakfast,tv, own working space and view cantik pon tak brape nak seronok. Kalau dengan kawan2 and family tu bilik kecik sempit2 tido tak ckup ruang pon happy over over. Now can you see what life means to me? ;)

Bila malam, terpakse la roomate teman skype sampai tertdo hihi mengada tak? and so this time, all was perfect except for the bathroom! the blind in the bathroom yang nak tutup cermin tu rosak. it was stucked at the top. maka saya pon segan nak mandi T_T.

Yes, I was staying alone and I know no one can get into the room even if they had the keys because I locked it from inside. But the fact that I can watch tv while mandi and the bed is just next to the bath tub make me felt more awkwarddd and insecurely sexy? HAHAHA. Too transparent OH! And me being me, darah melayu penyegan tersipu2 mengalir dalam badan, still rase segan HAHAHAHAHA. Nama je duduk US 4taun tak american lansunggg.

It was not the point here. Back to story. sambil berskype2 cerita la dekat kawan tu pasal that sexy bathroom. (alamak dah kantoi kawan skype tu sapa. please everyone, assume that you didnt know) So I sent her a few pictures to make it more imaginable.

pastu kawan pon cakap. "Ala masalahnya bukannya ade sape2. haha. Ohh ade. Ade camera ade SISI TV eh?" with confident and never turn back punya ayat la. KAHKAHKAH

seriously CCTV=SISI TV? Gelak tak ingt dunia! HHAHAHAHAA

Thanks roomate! You're the best ;) (assuming you didnt know who is my roomate)

p/s : end up, saya berjaya ikat blind tu dekat palang2 tepi bathtub. Jangan risau. saya mandi dengan securenye hihi

Avengers.

Hulk: "We're not a team, we're a time bomb!"

Captain America: "A big man in suit of armor, take that away what are you?"

The last time I watched movie at cinema was like 4 months ago? WOW! Call me kolot call me outdated call me whatever you want! haha. Mission Impossible 3. lamanya T_T itu pon very sudden punya plan,time kerja book tiket and balik kerja terus pegi, just me and my friend who fell asleep halfway through the movie. Takpe dimaafkan sebab terpakse rela temankan saya yg bersungguh nak tengok hehe

But Avengers was realllllllyy GOOD! I am a kind of people who don't care to sleep if the movie is too slow and boring. yes without feeling any guilty :P  haha. Eventho the beginning was a bit slow in Avengers, i dont fall asleep even for a sec hehe. But towards the end especially the last 30 mins, memang super power! sanggup tahan kencing kot. kekeke. and sedih sikit aci tak? HAHA. punya la die buat movie abes ganas dh pon sedih aiyaakkk.

Ok sape yang belum pegi tengok, please, grab the ticket and go! hehe

p/s: I like the 2nd quote because it can be related to us. literally. human with money and power, if God takes that away, who are we? 

playing cards

When I click the new post button, I really have nothing more to share about Balikpapan. haha. maybe someday...maybe no.

Guess whattt? I just added a new collection to my playing cards collection! Ok I never share about my playing card collection in my blog, maybe it's new to certain people. So yeaaa, I collect playing cards. Tapi takde la banyak sangat. The last time I counted, there are 30+ of them. hehe.

Semangat nak cerita because I've been hunting MAS playing card since agessss. Dulu2 masa kecik2 rase mcm dpt free bila naik flight, tpi skrg rase mcm takde dh. and saya pernah tanya the cabin crew about this, tpi diorg cakap sekarang dah takde. so sad..

Tapi on my way back from Jakarta-Malaysia last week, dalam flight selak2 catalog MAS, the temptations yang latest version, tbe2 nampak wahhh ade jual MAS playing cardd and it costs me rm20. ok la for me, tak mahal sangat and it's worth buying bcoz now it's listed as one of my favorite playing cards. hehehe.

My no 1 favorite is from Coke. memang sangat unique. It's transparent, plastic and easy to shuffle. tapi kalau main speed mcm sush sikit sebab maybe licin sgt.

Yang 2nd is Hard Rock. not because of the price, but yeaa, Hard Rock playing card is the most expensive collection I have. huahua. Tapi sebab casing die and the cards itself. made of smooth surface and quite thick paper, and buat main pon best!! kalau main speed memang rase lajuuu je. hehe

And now the 3rd one is the new collection, from MAS. because of the shape and the case. and because i've been hunting it and finally. dapat beli hehe.

Before this I like the Disney card the third, tpi skrg dh turun ranking. haha Disney ni just because all the photos are really cuteee. tapi tak sesuai utk nak main sbb die messy,colorful and it's quite hard to read the numbers. kalau main speed confirm fail!

I played it for poker, speed, bluff and many more. Tapi saya tak berjudi ok. Now i miss playing cards with my favorite Vandy people. We should have a poker weekend sometimes. sambil picnic2 ke hehehehe

p/s: ingat playing cards, ingat la souvenir, ingatlah saya. HAHA.

Raise Me Up

"You raise me up so I can stand on mountains

You raise me up to walk on stormy seas

I am strong when I am on your shoulders

You raise me up to more than I can be"

Sometimes u just need a good song to motivate yourself. Just like you need a cup of coffee to boost your energy. So, Let me share mine.

Plant Vs Zombie

Plant Vs Zombie. serious game ni berhantu. kalau ade sape2 xtau game ni, haaaa

source: google

I used to play this game on iphone after someone suggested it to me, sampai at one point, because it was too addicting, i deleted the app from my iphone. kahkah sampai mcm tu kan. sebab main ni jantung mcm dup dap dup dap lagi2 kalau si zombie bawak anak ni datang. boleh sampai hangin emo2 kot :))

but now I started playing it back on laptop pulak. haha. depends on mood, kesesuaian dan tempoh masa, I will spend my freetime either playing Plant vs Zombies or watching Running Man hehe. kalau gelak kuat2 tu layan running man la, kalau muke kerut2 stress, dan fokus, memang main PvZ.

Time mula2 tergila main ni, my younger sister sampai mimpi2. Time cuti skolah kan siang malam pagi petang die mengadap Zombie, ade one night, tbe2 Awin ketuk2 bilik mama siap bungkus badan dalam slimut, memang gigil2 takut la.. rupenye, die mimpi Zombie kejar die HAHAHA

and ade my cousin, Ariff pon sama.he's 5 years old. lepak rumah saya time weekend main zombie, skali balik rumah malam tu mimpi hantu kejar die jugak. haha hantu pencil la hantu apaaa la.

ok tapi saya xpenah mimpi lagi. mungkin malam ni. who knows? HAHA *tipu tipu je*

alang2 dh cite pasal Ariff, nak cite habit pelik die yang saya sndri pon first time jumpe. haha I have a few friends yg habit diorg suke cabut rambut, so normal la. tapi Ariff ni habit die suke cabut kening. ahahaha. Dah a few times jugak kening die botakkkkkk ok?

sile tengok kening ok?

ade satu hari ni, Ariff tengah main2 kening, tunggu feel je nak cabut, tibe2

Mama Ariff : Haaaa Ariff, buat ape tu? pegang2 kening

Ariff : *Terkejut* Mamaa ni, kenapa terkejutkan Ariff, tengok sebab mama terkejutkan Ariff, Ariff dh tercabut satu kening ni

Mama Ariff : Yelah tu Ariff, alasan..

HAHAHAHAHA

IDK

I found this dekat Facebook tdi. lawak gila kan. and it reminds me about this :

A: ade keje ni. ttyl

B: ttyl tu apa?

A: talk 2 u later my dear...

B: alaaaa nak tau sekarang jugak.

A: YES! TTYL=Talk To You Later.

B: HAHAHAHAHA ok. sile pergi sekarang

Sakaiiiinyaaa. But it was happened a few years ago. sekarang dh hebatt sgt dh abbreviation. tanya jeee QRA, EERA, ESSA. semua dah hafal KAHKAHKAH.

First post!

I decided to close my 5 year old blog for some reason. It's time to move to the next phase of life. hehe. Not that I get over everything but it's better to keep all the stories for myself. A place where I keep my 5 years memories, life that I had treasured.

Because most of the stories revolve around me and my favorite people, I am okay to allow some people to view it. Yelah, mana tau rindu2 Vandy nak tengok gambar pegi jalan2 travel mane2 ke hehe. Boleh la baca2 balik. And even me, kalau org tnye, weh dlu ko pegi blabla ape je tempat best? I'll find back my older posts. Almaklumlah, otak ni xbrape nak kuat ingatan hehe.

Sooooo, welcome to my new blog ekeke. Jangan terkejut tgk background yang seems to be contradict with the age. haha. Dulu punya la bersih suci murni, skema2 gitu, makin tua makin mengada je background haha. Let me explain, dlu2 pon nak buat blog cantik2 cmni, tpi busy sgtt :P .and saya kurengg minat sket blog serabut2 ni. kahkahkah the cleaner the better. But we'll see how long it will stay. Kalau dh sampai tahap serabut nanti we'll be back to the plain black page ok hehe.

Hello kawan kawan!